Mae-Li

2012-02-15T08:14:00.000-08:00

Just realize this had exist for two years .

I love you , blog .

2012-02-15T07:42:00.000-08:00

＃Future .

I have my dreams , so do you ?

At the moment , I'm only 18 soon 19 . I couldn't think as far as the next ten years but what I know and what I want for now or maybe next 2 years ,which is to concentrate on my studies .

Interior Design ain't something easy , NOT AT ALL , I should said . None could lead you into your design only your mind could . Words couldn't express the imagination of yours , what you have to do is just to draw , draw and draw . Not only in free hand maybe it does need tools for guidance and all . Ain't that easy isn't it ?

So , I had just finish my 2nd semester , so what's on my mind now which is wishing this ends as fast as possible . I wanna go overseas for further studies . That's my dream ! After presenting into college , realizing that I'm starting to love attending classes and the assignment . I do put a lot of efforts on all of this just to get a better result to prove to myself , I can do it ! Facing pressure is a for sure , humans in the city are facing all kinds of pressures everyday . I'm kinda use to it ! So no offense =) .

Some of the high school mates had left M'sia for further studies , and which makes me wrote this out. Wish ya guys good luck and all the best ! Do take care of yourself too . :)

Studies ain't a game , which is a competition against yourself ! Not to prove to anyone just to prove to yourself , you deserve to have this results !

Move it on Leong Mae - Li , one more year to go !

2012-02-13T03:11:00.000-08:00

＃Just wanna be where I suppose to be .

‘ 两年了，我不希望看到她不开心。’

I'm sorry , I'm sorry , I'm sorry .

在乎着，你的一切

更在乎你的笑容，你真真的笑容。

2012-02-12T06:21:00.000-08:00

# Smile .

End up , things went smoothly unexpectedly .

I'm truly sorry that I made u worried , I'M SORRY . Never know that you actually cares even though it's just a smile .

Two years ...

坦白，信任～心解开了！=)

2012-02-08T10:57:00.000-08:00

# the outside world .

Hey lady drivers out there , here's a little reminder for you that , never ever place your handbag next to the driver seat . NEVER !!

And after this , there's no more night outing for me ! Full of SHOCK !

So , what had actually happened ? ...

Was driving home from Sunway , which I had reach Sri Petaling .The traffic light nears SMK Seri Saujana and ZONE 149K . The traffic light at that moment was RED . I was driving at that moment while my BFF was talking some random stuff with me and my sis was at the back seat . From a distance , I saw 2 malays guy on a motor and reacting real weird . They doesn't seem to get lost and I sense that something seems not right ... Stupid me, stop down at the lane which was quite close to them and I was kinda out of mind . Out of sudden , they pass by me and stop next to the car in front of me , they took of their weapon and hit the glass and took the beg away . Everything just happen in 2 seconds ... Can you freaking imagine .... 3 of us was like OMG ! We were in shock and drive as fast as we could just wanna reach home safe . I don't know what should I comment about this incident , but seriously it's scary , was shivering ....

If we were unlucky , we might be the one .

So women out there ... do be careful !!

2012-02-07T09:59:00.000-08:00

I needa get things back into places !

2012-02-01T10:56:00.000-08:00

#Photography is loved .

Photo taken by Canon 600D .

Edited with Adobe Photoshop CS 5.1 .

Main concept is about VINTAGE .

So , it's a lil fade ...

Loving this notebook/scrapbook , get it from TYPO .

2012-01-31T09:55:00.000-08:00

# Can't get to reach .

2012-01-30T18:43:00.001-08:00

＃谎言

相信了，又失望了～

这种痛，麻木了我的心。。。

眼泪就像雨水，无法控制，随着心情一颗一颗得落下。。。

试问着，你曾经在乎过吗？

你很努力得在掩护着，我看得出，也感觉得到。。。

但，

身在福中，不知福的她，

一直都在炫耀着，你对她的好。。。

一直以来，我所发现的一切，都是她 po 出来的。。。

以前的路，不论有多难走，我都愿意陪你，

但，现在，我无法在许下这承诺。。。

的确，曾经说过，会陪你到永远。。。这次真的，不能了。。。

说放下，仍然的放不下，

女人，谢谢你所带给我的痛。。。

换作是被人，也许我接受的了，但你，不能！

这两年来，有很多你不知道的一切。。。

所以拜托你别说你有多么的无奈，那试问着我们呢？！

2012-01-29T09:48:00.000-08:00

# A Fairytale .

Since young I do always believe that someday there will be . So , when it is exactly gonna happened ? HMM... None could tell , so have to be real patient .

It always starts with ' Once upon a time ' and ends with ' the prince and princess live happily ever after ' .

I'm waiting .... for the one

2012-01-27T11:16:00.000-08:00

# Never give up on someone which means much to you .

Saw this quote on Facebook today , wondering whether this could be exist in real life ?

When some one you cares , hurt you that badly , could you just forgive them .... And just go on , continue the creating stories on a piece of tore paper ?

I could , I'm just waiting ...

To you ....

2012-01-27T11:05:00.000-08:00

# CNY 2012 .

Hmm , not sure what to blog with . Felt so empty in my mind , guess that wasn't really that interesting though .

Dating with the ulcers , cough and sore throat ! =X

Sucks max .

2012-01-25T10:53:00.000-08:00

#想念着

想念着一切，一切，

回忆是多么的美满，快乐

现实是多么的残酷，悲伤

我想念你，很想，很想，很想 ...

多么的希望，

这一切是我自己想的太多～

答应过的承诺，

是否还在？

我只是不希望看到你生病，

就那么简单 ..

2012-01-24T11:06:00.000-08:00

Happy Chinese New Year Peeps .

The Dragon Year .

2012 .

May all the wishes do come true .

2012-01-22T06:46:00.000-08:00

2012-01-18T07:57:00.000-08:00

#依然

27天了，学会了默默埋没自己的心跳。。

说不出的话，流不出的眼泪，安抚不了的心痛。

想念你。

依然，依然，依然

还是在乎的。

这，再也欺骗不了自己我对你的在乎 ...

2012-01-16T09:39:00.000-08:00

I'm eighteen soon nineteen.

2012-01-15T08:33:00.001-08:00

# I'm tired .

I'm tired .

Tired of facing the reality of the outside world .

2012-01-11T08:08:00.000-08:00

It's been 22 days .

Memories still flashing in my mind , how do you wants me to lost of all this in days . It's hurts , it's pain but still I couldn't let it go .

In this 2 years , I could say the beautiful moment just started for half a year . It's really beautiful which I couldn't ask for more . Somehow, things which I thought you will never care but yet seems like I had the wrong thoughts . You try to hide everything but sometimes things can't be hide.

Did you ever knew that , I just need a smile from you , that's enough .

These days thought I could forget all of these but until someone ask me bout something . What's on my mind , which is only you flashing in my mind . I knew I have to stop all of this , friends are protecting me being hurt and crying , but only you could cheer me and brings my tears out . I'm lost , truly lost ,never thought that you could be someone real important to me .

You had told me before , as a girl I had to be tough , I'm trying real hard . Oh please , how I ever hope all of this which is all under a mistake but I know it's impossible . Someone posted it out real obvious . =(

2012-01-08T08:31:00.000-08:00

我想念的不是现在而是以前的那一切。

因为现在的一切，是我自己接受不了的一切。

还记得当初的一切。

2012-01-07T09:21:00.000-08:00

# LOVE .

Can you feel the beat , can you feel the pain...

you cant ....

2012-01-05T04:48:00.000-08:00

# The Blog .

4 years of blogging ...

The journey mine will still goes on...

[ Looking back to the posts which I posted when I was 14 , found out it really sucks though . ]

2012-01-03T08:18:00.000-08:00

My blog .

What is a blog actually meant to be ?

Is all about SHARING . Sharing the happening that happened and post it out so that everyone could read it . If you did block it and hide it from others , there's no point of blogging , instead writing it on a piece of paper or a book . HMM .

So it's my blog , I got the right to say whatever it is .But ...for me , if I would like to talk about someone or maybe haters or stalkers , I still will remain the P&C as I won't post out the name of his / her .

So everyone might be curious bout the readers , so I did used nuffnang to track everything . So no matter who you are and where are you from , I do have the way to track . Don't you think I don't know you are stalking , I do know .. Don't think Imma that dumb ! So go on stalking ... I do love stalkers as they did raise up the rate of visitor ! TEEHEEE !

And one more thing ...

if you really hates me , read my blog more and i know you will be hating me more . Come on , talk to me , I would like to know how much you hate me . Don't be turtle minded and hiding all the stories ... no fun weiiihhh =)))

2012-01-02T07:36:00.000-08:00

Decision of mine is to stuff myself with pressure and forget bout 'YOU' . Seriously , it's freaking painnnnnnnnnnn ...

If you wish to be with that lady , go ahead ! I wouldn't stop and I will just leave , seriously no more supporting !

It's been 2 years and just one single post , it broke down everything . Thanks to her man ! =X

Lady , watch out ! I'm truly sure there's lots of haters outside ! Stop acting as a wannabe because you are just nobody ! If you cant speak or write in fluent English , better not to use it , don't embarrass yourself ! And as a Vlogger ,you don't know how to pronouce VLOG , that's so shame man ! Shame on you ~~~ If you dare to say you are a professional dancer , I dare to say you can't even dance in a beautiful soul . Don't freaking give yourself a reason that you are still learning , unreasonable !

God damn it !

2011-12-31T11:27:00.000-08:00

#2012.

Very first blogging on the year of 2012 . =)

Wish ya all readers Happy New Year and all your dreamS do come true .

I ended my year with a =( and started it with a =( .

2011-12-27T11:24:00.000-08:00

＃Moving on .

Never try to explain yourself to anyone else , people who loves you doesn't need the explanation and people who hates you wouldn't gonna believe that ! I could just move on , just the way I am!

I know how much you hates me , I do also know what's the reason which make you hated me so much . I couldn't stop you from hating me so go on with your stories I would just move on as your stories doesn't affect me at all . Cheers !

When life is going on , haters do comes along .

Things could be avoid just by ignore ignore ignore .

But is my pleasure that you hated me as sometimes somehow you do care me more compare to my friend .

THISISJUSTBECAUSEYOUSTALKMYEVERYTHING !STALKER!

Don't ever think I'm that dumb , I post everything out just to let you know ~ Imma a straight shooter . If you have the guts , come let's have some talks !! PM me on FB , if you have the guts !

2011-12-26T12:43:00.000-08:00

說不出來的想念，說不出來的痛。

你是否聽得見我的心跳。

2011-12-24T13:13:00.000-08:00

It's Christmas .

Merry Christmas earthlings and the aliens =) .

Since young Christmas meant much to me , although that I'm not a Christian . So as the past we celebrate christmas with the families and friends , with the laughter and the joy .

I had what I had wished for . Thanks to the dad and mum !

唯有的遗憾是，没和你亲口说声圣诞节快乐。=(

2011-12-18T12:05:00.000-08:00

# Koizora .

A Japanese movie / drama which I had watch for times .

Still it do brings out my tears .

2011-12-17T11:02:00.000-08:00

#就因为那是你。

好想念，好想念，好想念你。

你是否听得见，或感觉得到呢？

想爱但却不能爱的太深，其实还蛮痛苦。

原谅我不像她人为你疯狂，为你尖叫；

静静的其实可以很美好～

就因为你是我最收悉的陌生人，偶像两个字，真的好难说出口了。

这，其实充满着各种痛。

没人会真真的了解。

2011-12-14T09:27:00.000-08:00

好想念你 ~

2011-12-13T01:53:00.000-08:00

It's holiday ! Weeee ~ I'm having my sembreak for nearly 4 months , so gonna get rusted .

What I was doing lately ??

1. Went Vacation - Taiwan .

2.Shopping for Christmas .

- I'm not an Christian neither the family nor friends , but we celebrate christmas every year . We love Christmas , full of joy and laughters . Not to forget bout the present , unwrapping it is the best moment .

Christmas tree is right up in the house , with the decorations on it .

3. Games

- Currently addicted playing the TEMPLE RUN and TETRIS BATTLE . Try it out , you will

never regret sticking your butt on the chair and wasting your time playing it .

If you love adventures games , this will be real fun .

Tetris ? Okay , not only me and my sis addicted on this , and also all my friends or college mates . It's fun , some kind of working your brain though.

4. Youtube .

- Watching Vloggers vlogging . Somehow some of them are truly funny but whatever they vlog

about is kinda true . REALITY of HUMANS .

Wondering who ? Interested with their's stories . Okay go into youtube and the search box ,

type in nigahiga or germani productions .

Watch it ! No regrets !

5. SHOPPING .

Shop for Christmas , Shop for CNY ! Weeeeee =)))

2011-12-11T11:55:00.000-08:00

# 我～

我可以相信你嘛？

这是我唯一想问你的。

也许你会很好奇，可是你要我怎么能说出口

对不起，我不能～

也许是我自己想太多了。。。

你知道吗～

我真的好想念你。。。

心里好痛好痛

想起当天的那场梦，看回当天的影片，

眼泪就这样流了下来～

是你告诉我女生要坚强，可是因为对象是你，

我不能。

我需要你，很需要～

这一切太深了。。。

就在那一天，一切都变了～

不想再在乎了，我只想知道我能相信你嘛

还是那句，

我好想念你。。

2011-12-09T08:40:00.000-08:00

#Break down.

Expected the unexpected;Unexpected the expected.

Plaster is what I need now to heal the broken heart . Not to blame anyone , just to blame myself that is really too deep . The deeper it is , the more painful it gonna be . I ain't a strong girl , I couldn't go thru all this pain . I'm hurt , truly hurt . You won't know how pain my heart could be . How many pieces of it laying all the floor~

I'm holding on my tears , wonder when I will let it go....

Hidden smile , hidden tears , hidden me .

I'M LOST.

2011-12-07T08:23:00.000-08:00

#IMY.

Feelings couldn't be express by words .

I miss you , that's the only thing I could say.

=(.

2011-11-26T22:28:00.000-08:00

#Dreams do come true .

I'm officially 8teen right now .

Hmm hmm , one more year to go and Imma turning into an adult , gonna say bye bye to teenage life. Imma so gonna miss the pass , and yet Imma missing my high school life real much right now. There's only the place where you had lotsa fun with the gangs of humans . Nothing could be replace the happiness and laughter at that time .

Back to topic bout my birthday celebration .

I never ask for more , but yet friends around had brought lots of laughter on my special day .Expected the unexpected , it's full of surprise ! Imma a smart ass , I could sense what on mind are they thinking . Haas =))

Krissy Tai Qi Ying .

She my bestie since form 1 , quarreled and fight happened sometimes but things still going on .I spend my morning with her . It was totally loved . Drove to Levain ,which I wanted to be there for sometime . Imma loving the place , the food and the environment . Just both of us , we enjoy gossiping whole day long <3 . Thanks Krissy , you know that I love you lots since the day we met.

The sisters . Oh gawd ! I don't know how should I blog bout them . Could say that we just know each other less than a year but they really know me well . They had gave the best present of all to me . Imma loving them much ! Laughters are always with us when 4 of us were being together . Fate brought us together , meant to be sisters .

Full of surprises and almost burst into tears .

I love you ,girls !

The high school mates .

Simple birthday celebration but chit-chatting together was the best thing . All of us couldn't get to meet up every single day comparing to the pass , so whenever we meet up there's lots of stories to share . Best of best .

Thanks to Chuah Li Li , Chuah Li Sa ,Fan Wai Chun, Alvin Ho , Keh Man Hong, Chew Zhao Tong, Chiu Wee Jien, Royston Yap , Kelvin Yap and Kye Ernn .

Lotsa love women and mens.

Last and only him .

I get his birthday wish . I would never ask for more . Thought that he would ignore but surprisingly he didn't . I love him more than all of you know , he mean to me real much which world could be expressing all of this anymore . From the day , he don't even know who am I till now he could even spell my name on it . If you guys know him well , you guys should now it's really hard to get him remember you and your name too . 1119 and 1120 of this year gonna be the best memories of all . Wouldn't say it out , the memories all belongs to me . I know and the sisters know are more than enough .

Thomas Kok ! Thank you ! =)

还有意外来的编剧姐姐的祝福＝）。谢谢你。

2011-11-25T12:10:00.000-08:00

Best birthday celebration I ever had . <3

Surely gonna blog bout this real soon .

Stay tune =))

2011-11-23T10:02:00.000-08:00

多么的希望你能陪在我身边～

现在的一切，却是多么的痛。。。

想念你的心更痛～

各种的痛，谁会明白？谁会了解～

2011-11-19T23:32:00.000-08:00

＃ Who knows how much he mean to me .

哭了，心痛的哭了，吃醋的哭了。

没想到我的一哭会影响到他的心情～

就在昨天那场梦，终于知道，他是在乎我的～

一直以来，我错怪了他。。。

为他滴下的眼泪，他却把它擦掉～

手指上的温柔和温度，隐约还在停留～

郭晓东！谢谢你～

2011-11-17T11:24:00.000-08:00

#November.

2011-11-10T11:03:00.000-08:00

# For the first time.

这几天，我变了～

以前的我，不会去想念也不会去思念。

就在那天，我变了。

吃不着，睡不安，脑海了一直飘浮这他，

他的笑容，他的好，他的一切一切。

再怎么说他的不好，其实都是口是心非。

心里有多么的在意，相信很多人都看的出来。

有的朋友说，每次听你说起他，你都是幸福的。

也有的人说，你不觉这样很笨嘛～

真的很笨，可是就是傻傻的被吸引着。=)

那天，我才发现

原来我的存在是有意义的～

一直以来，都觉得自己再怎么付出，他永远都会不知道

可是那天我看到了，感觉到了。

从以前的尖叫，变成了今天默默的在一旁，

看着你

其实比起什么都来的美好。

就算你没发现到我的存在，依然还是那么美好｛就算你不找，某人也会问｝

习惯了，就这样习惯了。

第一次，感觉到你的担心

第一次你会寻找我的存在，还很特地的放了下电

第一次你开口和我说了那么多，

第一次不必我开口去问为什么，你却告诉了我

第一次，你会那么在意我到底想给你什么

第一次，真的是第一次。。。

谢谢你的温柔，谢谢你的美好，

我不能再要求，因为我知道我比别人来的幸运很多很多。

可是我也是会怕，因为我不想失去～

这一切，一切，让它继续下去好吗？～

2011-11-08T10:17:00.000-08:00

你對我的好，是暫時的嗎？

我真的會怕～

2011-11-06T09:03:00.000-08:00

# Panda Kok.

For the first sight , he caught my attention . Till now , things still going on .

It's been 2 years . Times flies ~

For so finally , he knows he do really mean much to me .

2011-11-04T01:32:00.000-07:00

# TGIF .

It's Friday ! It's Friday ! It's Friday .

7 days in a week , I'm loving Friday among all the other days . =)

No Classes . Conclusion : Idonthavetowakeupearly,thatswhyiamhappy .

2011-11-03T10:22:00.000-07:00

#Stress out.

Phew ~ it's November ! Time flies =(

Semester two gonna end really soon and finals are round the corner . Hardly still remember how I had been complaining for this whole semester . I hate facing all the words but not the drawings yet this semester really torture me lots . But soon I will know how much I gonna miss this semester as things getting much more complicated than now . =))

Really stress out this few weeks as have to due with all the submission date . Couldn't get a proper rest every night , have to face my baby macbook all day long ~ You will never know how dry my eyes could be . Contact lens running out of place everyday and puffy eyes =( . Pimples round the forehead and the pores are getting bigger ! Gahh , I hate looking at myself being ugly overall . I trying real hard to be as perfect as I could be . Lose weight lose weight lose weight ! Pores and pimples get way from me!! So soon I will get rid of all this .

2011-10-30T12:04:00.000-07:00

# Branded .

Jealousy do kills .

I agree with this statement .

But what's the point getting jealous just because of you ? Get a life man , old woman ! =)

2011-10-29T10:52:00.000-07:00

＃ Aaron Yan.

For the very first time , I didn't went to the airport .

For the very first time , I didn't went to all his promo.

For the very first time , I never wrote love letter for him.

For the very first time , I'm so calm when I'm looking at him.

For the moment , I knew I shouldn't be as crazy as the past ,following him around. Although it's really worth but yet I should put more effort on my studies .

I still love him as the past and day by day the love is still increasing , which I couldn't control myself to stop loving him. =)

Aaron Yan , I will be back for you . December ! I'm gonna follow you up and down , from the left to the right ! hees. =)

2011-10-24T10:28:00.000-07:00

# Decision.

If thing doesn't seem to be the right then turn left .

It's just simple as that .

2011-10-20T10:33:00.000-07:00

# Love ?

Somehow I wonder what does love actually exist in my age . I'm only 18 , will there able to be true love or the stable ones ? For me , I don't really think so , as I haven really meet the real guy . Wondering that should I be happy for that or feeling sad , hmm hmm.

2011-10-15T07:50:00.000-07:00

# Imma sick.

Sick sick sick , feel so sick =( . Was coughing since wednesday and now it is getting worst . My throat is kinda killing me though .

Imma blogging at 11pm now , was about to sleep an hour ago but yet i couldn't get into my proper sweet dreams. Mr cough , I don't wanna date you right now , is time for you to leave me alone harr ?! =( Pretty please .

2011-10-11T11:31:00.000-07:00

#Epic moment .

Royston , Me , Shi Yau & Kelvin .

Appreciate every single moment , and the love is still growing .

hees =) .

Imma loving the high school mates more and more . My weekend will be way much awesome with them around . =)

2011-10-08T12:52:00.000-07:00

多么的希望你会感觉得到我的心跳。

2011-10-08T00:20:00.000-07:00

#Moment.

有的时候某个moment，会出现种错觉。

2011-10-05T22:53:00.000-07:00

# Steve Job.

As an Apple user I seriously pay my respect to him , Steve Job . Rest In Peace , thanks for all the hard work you had bring to us and now is the time for you to have a peaceful life in that beautiful heaven .

iPhone 4 Steve.

Thank you Mr Steve Job for bringing all the wonderful gadgets into our daily life .

2011-10-05T08:23:00.000-07:00

#Luxury.

As time passes I realize that I'm into the branded more and more . Everyday I might dream for $$$ to get all the stuff I want . =( Okay , this is a really sad case , I cant afford any of those =( . Emo max .

Humans in Taylors with all the branded it's like a wow to me , not just the price , look at the design and quality , somehow is worth humans !! But still of course there's fake =) . One thing is , I doesn't wear fake kay kay kay ?

At this moment , I just have a long champ bag , Imma holding my wallets tighter and tighter just to get myself one branded thingy !! =( For so soon , Imma have to ask daddy , can ya get me a branded wallet as my birthday present ?? *hint hint* Yea , he got my hint , and asking am I well behave enough ?! Yes of course !!!! =))

My 18th Birthday ? Imma waiting for you you you !! bees .

Random post to share my wants.

2011-10-04T09:32:00.000-07:00

#A pairs of heels.

What I really need and hunt for now is a pair of heels . A pair of heels which looks definitely pretty nice on me and I'm comfortable with it . =) Can ya buy me one of those pretty heels ? Hees .

2011-10-02T07:32:00.000-07:00

#Cheers.

Octo Octo October , time flies and here we say hello to the month of October . Well , September somehow is kinda bitchy ,so Octo , you better treat me really well kay ? And so I'm gonna love you =) .

Here's Octo means it's near to November ,that means my finals is so soon ! Assignments and presentations are fully packed in my mind and I don't know where should I start with =( . That's the sad case ! Wondering that if there's 48 hour per day ? =)

Somehow my night life during weekend is getting wild and wild ! Am so loving it ! I just love to be with the high school mates , it's just so fun ! =) Laughters and craziness ! Yet , best thing on 1st of Octo is that we drove all the way up to look out point ! Chill and relaxing , pressure goneeee !!! =)) And ya , next week my sexy's 19th Birthday celebration at OT ! Drink Drank Drunk ? =)

K, Imma lazy dy !

kthxbye =)

2011-09-30T00:54:00.000-07:00

#Lost.

Getting to the wrong pathway or getting lost in the middle of the way aint a big deal . Everyone do have this experience and I'm officially lost right now at this moment .

Am I where I suppose to be ? OR acting like someone else which I don't even recognize who am I ?

I just have to figure it out and get back to the right pathway =)

Failures ， get a life man ! You might be the failure now but who knows one day you might be the winner =) Never try never know , never give up !

Cheers =)

2011-09-26T08:32:00.000-07:00

# This is the life .

Went to college as usual but yet things changes . Facing all the unknowns and yet I don't even wanna bother and I felt nothing .At the first moment , I don't even think that am wrong , I'm being right to speak out , but in peoples mind they might think that I should keep it back . Humans , please don't be so turtle minded , you will be hated by those who really cares .

Being friends ? There's no way . I don't like mean fellows , and those who acted like wannabe !Is true that ever think before you speak humans !

End of the post . Is the time for brainstorming , last but not least I don't like this sem compare to the previous one ! =(

Things still go on , so do forget bout it =( .

2011-09-24T21:44:00.000-07:00

I need the rainbow cake to cheer my day .

In a sudden , I just realize I misses you lots <3.

2011-09-21T23:10:00.000-07:00

Changed the layout of my blog . Somehow is great to be as simple as it could be . =)

2011-09-21T02:39:00.000-07:00

多么的虚假，多么的现实，那纯真的笑容再也看不见了。

随着年龄的成长，面对着残酷的世界，心淡了。

真的很讨厌，为什么，人会变得那么的虚伪～

咳。。。

哭了整夜，不是伤心的哭而是被气的哭了起来！

我不觉得自己有错，是你们玩针对～

来啊，针对我啊，我根本都不在怕，因为我自己懂自己在干嘛。

还有在还没说别人之前，想想你自己，话说我在班可算是最小的。

没有时间观念的你们有资格说我不成熟？可笑

你们根本不理会板上的一切，叫你们做决定，想当害群之马吗？

如果你们那么不想读，别读，我也不想看到你们。

多么的厌倦，多么的讨厌，多么的浪费我的时间！

走着瞧～设计师的路上，我不会让步！

没有努力就不会有结果，你们最后等于个零。

可笑。

一个不成熟的说另一个不成熟，丢脸会写不？！

就算我再怎么不成熟，至少在课业上比你们会想很多！

瞧着点！

2011-09-20T08:21:00.000-07:00

I'm pissed .

What the fuck you guys want man ? We had tolerated you guys really much , we used to reach uni early and step in the classroom sharp and never been late before . What bout you guys ? Class starts at 8am and we have to wait for fucking 30 minutes only can start the class every morning , am fucking fed up with all the reasons .

Not to say we keep a boundaries between our friendship but seriously the whole gang of you all can't be insists into my friend list man .

I had enough !

If you fucking don't wanna study then don't fucking come to uni , don't fucking waste our time man !

Sorry for the vulgars , seriously too pissed ! And I had enough for it .

Glad to have the girls only but not other than that . They are seriously ruining all my uni life !

~ When I'm pissed , I just gonna feel like crying , seriously emo-ing to the max right now .

2011-09-20T01:02:00.001-07:00

Too hot to be loved .

Random caption for this pic . =P

2011-09-19T03:49:00.000-07:00

Not to complain but just to share , I really misses them lots .

Day dreaming in the class and for the whole day , I doesn't really wants things turn out like this but yet I couldn't control at all .Thinking back of every single moment of yesterday , is really put me into smile . But yet when I have to think bout they are leaving so soon , heart tears into pieces .

I'm just missing the fun lots and lots and couldn't get out of it . =( How I wish I could tell you both that , please don leave .

When you are back , laughters are all around ,

But when you are leaving , tears drooling down . =(

Sigh !!!

Could I shout as loud as I could telling you both how much I misses you both ?

I really wish too but think about the shyness and self image , well~ just forget bout it . Is really hard for me to express my feeling towards to you all , yet still it's way deep inside my heart .

Well , maybe after few days I'm so gonna get back to the reality . It is a must to get back to reality . Oh no no no no ... Dreams are sweet to be dreamed and Realities are bitter to be faced .

Lots of love TJ .

We will be right where you are no matter how far the distance is . =)

# I'm so gonna crazy .

2011-09-18T07:48:00.000-07:00

就这样，结束了。

有多么的不舍，谁会懂呢？～

唯有我们，心里有数。

对于想念，我们也习惯了。

朋友，谢谢你们的美好回忆。

照片，是能把那刻摄影下来但

心里的美好回忆却会是一辈子的。

你们，会是我们的所有。

虽然没有以前那种动力去喊，

可是站在旁边默默的看，用心聆听着每一句话，其实也是美好的。

跟来跟去，不是疯，却是想让你们知到无论你们在那里，有没有人都好，我们都会一直的陪伴。

虽然会很累很累，家人都会担心，可是这对我们而言是多么的值得。

不会再去要求你们，毕竟你们也会累也会觉得烦，

就这样，足够了＝）

以前常把我爱你们说在嘴边，可是现在这句话再也说不出了。

不是不爱了，而是已经埋进心里了。真的真的真的很喜欢，很爱！

谢谢朋友们的一切，很爱你们。

每一次都有不同的回忆。

Carmen & Pao Yi & Melody . <3

谢谢你们两的一切一切。其实我们的很了解，很明白。。。。。。

爱你们！！！！

ps : CARMEN asked me to post thisss ! =))

2011-09-14T09:55:00.000-07:00

Ignore this post please , I just wanna release out everything in this post .

Dont understand that why every time when come to group assignments and when peoples actually don't cooperate and it become mine individual assignments and yet have to share out the marks ? Don't you will feel a little guilty , just a little ?

Peoples don't be too over selfish , doesn't mean that he / she actually can do everything alone and you don't even give a damn on it . He / she might facing pressure and problems while doing it , even paying out all the materials fees , did you ever think about all this ?! Big NO for you guys .

Disspointed is only that I could say , since semester 1 till now . What can I do about this ? I seriously don't have any idea on it . Somehow sometimes I wish I could crying out as loud as I could .

Sigh ~ Conclusion dont pampered your group mates too much even though they are you friends .If they are really true friends they might think and consider all this . =X

I'm loving things around and hating it too . I'm where I'm suppose to be but things doesn't really seem so right .

Lastly , I wanna say IMISSYOUSOMUCH , I'm serious ! =(

2011-09-12T07:54:00.000-07:00

IMY right now =) .

2011-09-04T21:18:00.000-07:00

The journey of mine in the year of 2011.

2011-09-02T11:04:00.000-07:00

It's hard to say to you directly I have a crush on you .

I'm wondering how could you steal my heart that easy without my expectation ?

Sigh ~

You will never know how much I used to miss you every single moment of each day.

I'm missing you already .

Some random post , showing that how much I miss him . And actually I don't even know what on earth am I blogging about , so what if I blogged ? Who knows ? NO ONE !

I've been lacking out from my assignment but yet I'm still not willing to cope up what should been done by me for this whole week of Raya's holiday . Pampered myself too much , eat , sleep and play . Nothing else am doing for this whole week !

I wanna earn money , I have my dreams , I know what I want clearly by this year ! I have my own target ! $$$$

I'm hating humans around me who treating me like a piece of shit ! Sucks man , stop being so realistic that when you need him/her , she/he will straight appear right infront of you and just kick them far far away when you doesn't need them . Aren't that too mean ! =X

Enough for today ! Stupid blogpost which such a beautiful picture ! Will continue blogging tomorrow ~

2011-09-01T10:27:00.000-07:00

I think of you with every waking moment of my life and dream of you with every dream that I have; I miss you.

I'm missing you so badly which I couldn't tell anyone , secretly keeping it all by myself.

I'm not sure how long this gonna last but am sure the heartbeat of mine now , is cause of you .

A late night blog post , just to express how much that I'm missing him . Feelings that couldn't express by words ~

Sigh...

Will thing goes on ? I wouldn't know ...

The day I met you was nothing but after the day we knew each other more day by day my heartbeat beats for you.

Couldn't stop ..

I'm just missing you !

A stupid blog post which I don't even know what the heck I'm trying to blog ! EFFIN SUCKS .

sigh sigh sigh !

ciaoz ~

2011-09-01T01:24:00.000-07:00

现在的我其实很想念你 =(

2011-08-29T07:43:00.000-07:00

Yeee yeee yeee , I'm loving this and hating it in another way .

Happy Raya Hols peeps =))

2011-08-28T12:06:00.000-07:00

# The soul of the melody #

Photography used to be a loved =) . Especially the vintage one , it brings out the elegance of a teenage girl should have . I'm trying really hard for some nice shots .

Hmm hmm , I'm having Raya hols right now . Not to say to excited and looking forward for this holiday , cause I'm seriously getting lazier . Sem 2 had been started for almost a month and yet I'm still having my honeymoon . WHAT AM I DOING MAN ?!

I wanna be , I dream to be , I'm gonna to be ~

Sigh , I dont have any ideas bout blogging anymore . (Bloggie showing me sad face dy ) ~ It isn't really a good place to speak out loud as do have stalkers all around the world stalking every single things bout urs and based on your story they could create another new story line . Protective or not to be ?

I'm having a crush on someone . Not too sure bout the feelings I have right now , couldn't be confirm yes or no ~ For the first few days maybe ? But what bout now , I seriously got no idea with it . Sigh , atleast he the one which I could feel my heartbeat again . Hmmm , shouldn't think too much .=X =X =X

Toodles <3

xoxo.

Lifeless

2011-08-12T09:56:00.000-07:00

This taken weeks ago . =)

Hmm , is the second week of semester two in my uni life . Somehow I miss semester one a lot , the subjects and the lecturers . =(

Talking bout studies , realize that I should be more selfish to others on my own work . Not to share anyone before handing it up to the lecturers , people might use your idea and create something even better and get higher marks . That's so unfair . =( Even though you are a friend of mine , comparing the result of your's and mine , those kind of feeling in my mind you will never get to understand . I helped you in most of the works and you get higher marks , and you just say nah ~ it's not a big deal . I wonder why wont you say thank you atleast for once ? =X

No more being a kind person anymore , everyone is selfish so am I !

Friends ? What do friends actually mean ? Someone who acted like really close to you and backstabbing without you knowing ? Someone who hates and love you lots ? Who are them actually are ? I never understand and wont get to understand . So I'm kinda fed up treating you so kind .

Ish , seriously I dont really understand what the hell am typing now . So yeah ~ Ciao ><

2011-08-01T09:29:00.000-07:00

Bloggie almost dead , huhu =(

Sorry for abandoning you for a long time , I did meant to leave you alone for such a long time . But I'm back now , I will try to update you as long as I have the mood to blog . Hees =D

Ms Bloggie , I have to be honest to you that actually I do have lots of things to write about but everytime I'm to lazy to type everything out . And and and , actually there's another blog for me which is in my heart , a place where locks all my beautiful memories and the bad one threw far far away . Isn't really that hard to be happy , just let the bad's one go away , take everything easy and your smile is gonna be with you always . =)

Hmm , time tick tock tick tock , it passes really fast . Couldn't believe that I'm in Uni life for more than 3 months , I finished my first sem and I just started my new sem today , which is sem 2 . My sem 1 result aint that bad as I get 3.44 for my GPA . Hmm , but if I do have another chance I will do it better , seriously better , due to the submission date , have to rush everything , for me its kinda a mess for the back part . Yea , it's my wrong too that I used to do last minute work . Haas =)) No more last minute work , seriouss ! I SWEARRR =)

Okay Augustt ! Hope you will be a really good month for me cause July really brings me lots of lots of memories .

The past month July , I went to JB during my sem break just to meet someone special , AARON YAN . I always have no regrets following round whenever he is here in Malaysia . Not gonna blog bout what happened , cause memories were locked inside my heart , like seriously . =)

Not to forget that before the sweets memories came , the bad one was with . Actually wasnt that bad , is part of my uni life . Which is last minute work for all the finals project , sleepless night and day just to get everything done . But , the moment you get to see all your works done , those kind of feelings seriously hard to express by words . Heeess =))

After AARON YAN , and here we go for TJ and MY Birthday Bash . Hmm , overall not bad larrr . =) I'm lazy lazy lazy to blog everything out .

And the end of the day of July was Chia Wei's birthday , since she blogged about it so I just blogger a little . Went out on the 30th of July counting down with her , my sis and the Monkey Joel Kuan . A lil surprise for her , which is a lil muffin . Haass ! Kinda memorable night ...

Hmm , end of July story .

Augustttt ILY , do LMT <3 .

Things I wanted and wish for which I get on the month of July :

~LongChamp Bag from my mummy <3 ! Love it really really muchh

~New camera lens for my Canon EOS 600 D from my daddy ! Aww ~ This is so so so usefull .

~My new put put car , yet it haven arrive yet but is happy enough finally my dad get me a car. But the sad case is , I'm under ageee !! CAR CANT PUT UNDER MY NAME ! PISSS

~ My AARON YAN <3

父亲节

2011-06-18T10:49:00.000-07:00

今天是2011 的父亲节，打从我在中一的时候，父亲节再也不是热热闹闹的过，至于原因心知就好了。我不会去埋怨别人，我只会不停的责怪自己，至于责怪自己什么，我也不知道。

今年和前5年一样，就简简单单的吃了餐很普通的团圆饭。说真的我真的很不喜欢吃团圆饭，因为每个人不是开开心心的别吃别说。我真的很不喜欢这样的感觉 =(。我，为了让自己觉得好一些，就不停的玩自己的电话，就算没什么可以玩，都会假装在玩。假装的同时，头脑里面都会出现很多的为什么 ?.

对于父亲节，我不会和爸爸说什么我爱你之类的，我觉得根本不需要。不是说我不爱他，而是我真的很不想说。对于爷爷，我很想很想和他说一句我爱你，可是就是股不起这勇气。我该怎么办？～我很想很想和爷爷聊天，可是我不知该怎样开口。。。爷爷，是我这人生中最爱，最尊敬的男人。今天想起来，我多么的久没好好的看爷爷一眼，那天偷偷瞄了下，爷爷真的老了。 =( 今天想了想，一直在哭，想起小时候都是爷爷在陪我玩，陪我长大，我好久好久没看见爷爷开心的笑。梁镁莉你真的很没用！！！说一句我爱你不是那么的难。。。

现在的我，不乞求什么，只想每年的父亲节都会有爷爷的陪伴，每年他的生日都会帮他庆祝，还有我要每次看到爷爷的那天和他拍照。我失败到有几年没和他拍照了。梁镁莉！！

爷爷老了，我怕了。。。我会珍惜。。我会的～

父亲节快乐！！！

2011-06-17T10:06:00.000-07:00

突然觉得自己的压力变得好大好大，就像个炸弹一样当你毫无准备时会突然的炸了起来。这～就是我现在心里面的想法，突然就会崩溃的大哭似的以便舒解压力 =( 。现在读着这篇文章的你，是否认识拆弹专家，麻烦你介绍给我，我一时间承受不了。

说真的我很喜欢很喜欢我现在就读的科，只是有些时候，灵感不见了就会觉得好迷失好迷失 =( 。迷失的同时就会觉得为什么自己会那么没用，一点点事都做不好，就会一直闹脾气结果做了一团糟的东西出来。要求完美的我，当然会丢掉在做过，可是自己有自己的概念，那就是整齐和简单！所以我的功课都会看起来很简单可是它里面就和别人复杂的美来的不同。不是自夸这是真的，简单有简单的美，复杂有复杂的美。＝）

其实我真的很想问，你们到底知道室内设计多少？

对我而言这不是只是设计那么简单，最主要是耐心。在能设计之前，你必须用完美的线条帮它打个底然后慢慢的才能用上你的想想里去设计。过程很难受当成果出来，里面的美不是唯有一个字可以形容，最美的是设计师的耐心＝）。

我今天上来是因为我真的很困扰，我只想把书读好，而不是去比赛。比赛能赢取经验我都了解，可是我仍然觉得先吧分内事做好，才算！我真的很不想去，你可以不要逼我嘛？头真的在痛，我很久没好好得睡一觉叻＝（

心在哭，你是否听见＝（

http://1.bp.blogspot.com/-QKXu3vS-XUc/TfOuxINXRNI/AAAAAAAABdA/7rytc3pro8c/s1600/IMG_1730.jpg

2011-06-11T11:05:00.000-07:00

Hey ya , this gonna be a little update for recently . =)

*sneeze sneeze* Nose sensitive dy , cause my blog is so dusty , sorrry bloggiee =( .

Hmm , recently is all bout studies studies studies and assignments . I'm use to my uni life more now compare to the past few weeks as in like staying up late till midnight and waking up early in the morning . So far everything is okay , just lacking out of sleep and my face is getting worsttt =(( .

Okay , stop the blaming , who i have to blame is to blame myself =) .

Oh yesh ! I cutted my hair , finally finally finally =) . Am happy with this hair style naoo .=)) Pictures below .

Kris and me after the hair cut=)

No more curls but yet still nicee =))

I love my new hairstyle . Teehee XD

2011-05-26T08:25:00.000-07:00

今天，也许是来这里乱的或许也能说来写写最近的我吧。

最近的我过的还不错可是有时还是会有点小难过。说真的，我真的很讨厌被人家在后面当你是笑话来看的那种感觉，对是好朋友没错，可是你们被我看见，我比任何人都来的在意。所以从上个星期起，我也没什么去和你们哈拉了，根本都是自己在害自己被笑。有时候想想，我说的话是玩玩地说出口却被笑，感觉一点都不好受！＝X 算了。。。我忍忍忍！

除了不开心也有开心的啊，那是班上的某两个人而弄得我那么的不开心，我身边不差这种笑朋友的家伙。哼！

最近都会很忙，开始进入设计的世界，说真的虽然我知道老师要我们做什么可是呢。。。对于这设计的世界，我根本什么都不懂啊。井底之蛙！！！＝（（开始要update 自己了～～

再来发点最近的照片啦＝）我们都是爱拍照的女孩＝））

Classmatesss

很呆，可是这才是我＝）

一样的呆呆眼和嘟嘟嘴。。可爱哦＝）

Woots

2011-05-17T10:04:00.000-07:00

Picture of the day .

Hmm ... I do have lots to share but yet I dunno where should I start from , so lastly I choose not to blog bout all the stories . =)

Hari ini Wesak day , yea ! Is a PUBLIC HOLIDAY , but for me .. not a big deal ! =X I'm having my sem break .. Wastedddd !! =((

I'm getting rusted at home today , and might be the same for the next following days . No more outings , seriously is more than enough for this month . My pocket money , early also habis and the worst thing is I left bout 100 bucks in my ATM bank acc . WTF ! I worked before I get into my Uni life and some of my angpaus money and now ALL GONE ! LEONG MAE LI , you are seriously TOO MUCH.=(

Talking bout moneyyy $$ sure is a damn sad case 1 ...

I wanna get an Ipad 2 so seriously ! I'm asking my dad and my aunt for it . As you know my aunt treat me damn freaking good =)) She take care of me since I'm a baby .... I know she's gonna get 1 for me but now the problem is NO STOCK ! FARK APPLE !

I HATE APPLE AND I LOVE APPLE TOO !

It's ridiculous i noeee =PP

Just a simple crappishh .. Teeheee

2011-05-15T08:27:00.000-07:00

Well , time do pass really fast . I'm in uni for 7 weeks already , OMG . I still remember that the first day I step into the MPH with all the unknown faces and those kind of feeling . The first day of class , how I make the first step to know more friends and now I have JMAST and the classmates =) . Seriously , I enjoy my uni life more than my secondary school life , but yet I miss my friends a lot ! They really mean alot to me =)) . We will mostly meet up every Friday night and have some talks , we dont wanna let the gap between us getting bigger and bigger , this doesnt really feel good harh ... =X

Nywaysss , am enjoying my sembreak nao =) . I have lots of things to share but yet I'm dam lazee , promise will be posting another post so soon =)) .

CIAOZ

＝（

2011-05-11T16:59:00.000-07:00

这也许是第一次我写关于现在的话题。

心有点痛，酸酸的～

都是因为他。。

我曾经不相信过他所说的每一句，直到慢慢的相信，开始有了些好感。。可是现在。。

还是算了吧～

不会再去找他～努力的忘记他所说的每一句话，当作个很不完美的回忆＝）

我不会哭。。。。只会心疼，默默的在心里心疼～

唯有想说我这次真的想念你了＝（

JMAST

2011-04-22T04:21:00.000-07:00

JMAST .

Jason

Mae-Li

Anna

Sheyenne

Teck Tsen

Wanted to blog but I got no idea where or what to start with . So this is just gonna be a very simple post . The pictures above say it all . So till here ~ =))

CLEARED

2011-04-17T09:07:00.000-07:00

CLEARED .

YEA ~ I CLEARED my facebook's friends list .

Hmm, wonder why ?? ~ I dont like to share my stuff with strangers or peeps which I dont give a damn . Once there is peeps which I dunno in my facebook list , seriously I feel damn uncomfortable . I am not trying to be mean or what , but just then is my choice to let you get know to my life . And yea , you do have your own choice too , you might delet anyone from your list too . And most of all I dont simply accept friend request too ~ =X

And another thing that I wanna share , I dont understand why normal humanbeings need a fans page and asking around to LIKE your page . Oh damn , trying to be famous by this way ? DUH ! THIS IS THE STUPIDIEST WAY ~ If you are famous , a model or what ~ yea , you can have one but if you just a tiny tiny piixieee ant in the whole wide world , you dont need to have 1 . Especially LaLa's likes to do that . SPEECHLESS . But yea , this world bout freedom , just do whatever you like as I wont give a DAMN . Just wanna figure out you guy's mind. *IGNORE THIS*

Not attacking anyone , just sharing =)

Okayy , I started my college life in Taylors University Lakeside Campus . Overall is pretty fine =) . I love my course , I love my classmate and most of all the GANG - JMAST .

Wonder what JMAST stands for ?

Jason

Mae-Li

Ana

Sheyenne

Teck Tsen

Tadddaaa , here it is . I love them much much much . Without them my college life gonna be damn boring , but with them everyday is gonna be a laughter day . =)

I got tons of works to do , sketching and assignment , although is kinda tough but still am enjoying the process of everything I am doing nw . Once you found your way , and you do will understand how I feel .

Guess I am stopping here . Ciaoz ~

2011-04-14T08:29:00.000-07:00

这，我享用华语来表达现在的这一切～

心情有少许的复杂，别问为什么，因为我自己也很想知道原因。

这是怎样的感觉，之间的关系，只是朋友如此简单嘛～？

这也许就是我们为妙的关系～

开始习惯了你，习惯了去找你聊天，讲废话。。。真的习惯了

很乱，很乱＝（

325-327

2011-03-29T06:19:00.000-07:00

Well , This gonna be a very long post . And I decided to blog this in English , as it is much more convenience for everyone . =)

25.03.2011

Woke up nearly 9.30am to get ready everything . That sleepy pig , Melody woke up earlier than me , so you should know how nervous is she . Hehe =) Get ready myself and double check my stuff that should bring up to Genting as I will be there for 2 days 2 nights .

Get ready the boards , stools and letters off we go at 11.15am to pick up Genie and Lih Jiuan . After picking u them , we straight head to our first journey KLIA to pick the boys up . Once I reach , the picking up for International Arrivals is full of peeps and saw some AK's fans waiting there already. As the time is still to eary decided to walk around 1st and here we bumped into Ai Ling (Singapore's Fans ) . Pass her the MAMA's tix and her she gave me Aaron's New Ep's signature card all the way from Taiwan . Woohoo ~ Thank you . And she told us that Chun will be arriving first at Domestic Arrival , flight from Kuching . So we went there and waited for him as fat pooh wanted her LED board to get sign.And here comes Amelia with her super yeng hairstyle . =) I think we waited bout 20-30 minits here comes Chun . Fat Poohrun towards him and all of us did , I guess . Chun saw her and stopped down to get Pooh's board signed . Superman Chun , you are super duper friendly man . Hehe =) .. But after that we cnt really get close to him as there are 10 body guards around him , so we just follow by his side. After Chun leave , We meet Zaffie and headed back to International Arrivals for the other 3 boys .Waited and waited and waited , Amelia and Genie went to talk to the AK 's fans . And I saw someone with sunglasses and mask . Look clearer is Aaron , I look at Amelia and Genie , why no action 1 ? So i shouted Aaron Yan argh, and finally everyone is waked ? I guess and run towards them . Yea , the 3 boys had finnay arrived . He came out with the messy hair again , for sure sleeping during the whole journey from Taipei to Kuala Lumpur. But he just look way to cute =) .

After seeing the boys getting up to their car and her we continue our next journey to MidValley for the so called meet the fans sessions . Reach there meet Ali Jie Jie , told her we go makan 1st . We went to had a try of Ninja Joe . Hmm ~ Not bad weihh ... Then went back meet Jowee and Amanda to collect LED Board's money for them and sart waiting for the time to pass . Sitting aside with Ali Jie Jie them while Jiuan and Melody went for shopping . After that meet umbrella =) . After a year and we get to meet , more topics and more topics bout the boys for us to discuss. Hahahaha ^^ . Amelia , Ali Jie Jie and PuPu Jie Jie went to snap pictures with the 'boys ' and after that I went with fat pooh also . Atleast get a fake picture compare to getting nothing there Right? =) Those time waiting there really looks like a tortoise crawling on the floor , damn freaking slow.And waited for Uncle Rocky to arrive to ask for help for the taking nice shot of them. Uncle Rocky is the best Uncle ever ~! hehehehe =)

Seriously I dunno what time they started everything . Mood was not really good cause I dunno how to get in for autograph session. Uncle Rocky 1 of the canon autographer smsed me ask me whether I got albums not and he will get me the pic to get in to sign . And I was so blur I asnwered him NO. Am stupid I noe. =C Vivian as the Mc for the night , and she start giving out passes for others to get the autograph session . And yet she said whoever got boards can get the pass to go in . And her we keep shouting shouting shouting , and we finally get to go in . Big hug with Amelia of the overjoy ~! We finally get inside but the view is seriously very sucks. Either than the passes we get one 4gb pendrive and is a mini toy camera of ixus 200 . Wanted for that since last year as it was not for sale, so cute ~!! I got 3 as my 2 sis also get to go in for the autograph .

The boys is finally here , duh , cnt get any nice shots of them and those China fans keep on pushing and pushing. Crap ~!! Feeling so bad that time , and someone who doesnt really support them but get the chance to get close to them , seriously the feeling is way to bad. get away and give the chance to those who really love them and support them lar ~! Get a life peeps ~!

Autograph session started , was kinda worried my album cnt get signed cause I brought the wrong one , I brought my HK version and Taiwan version in . And lastly I got my sign and regretting nt to bring everything in , I still got 2 Msia version got no sign yet. ISHHH ~!! The

About the moment I walk towards him my heartbeats goes faster. Beep Bop Beep Bop ~ 1st I stop by Calvin , got his sunshine smile of cause =) . Here I comes to him , Aaron Yan ~! After he sign he look up with a smile , yes a smile and I asked him . Do you remember me ?~ And He answered yes ~ Dunno true or not , continue asking am the girl last year to sign the book and bla bla bla . And he answer another time with a big wide smile Yea , I remember you . How was ur exam he asked. OMG , he really remember ~! After answering him and he said Good Luck =) . Screams ~! Shock his hands for twice =))) . Then goes Jiro and Chun , not much convo cause my mind was full of Aaron Yan . Once I get down the stage here i shouted and Amelia , and Bug Hug again ~! Yeepyyyy ~!!!!

Then waited outside , but once they came out , was a mess. Security pushing all around , they simply push ... Was eally scary and a random guy come in , to steal thingy. And the girl realise , he quickly throw her phone down on the floor. Freaking SCARYY ~!!! But what I worried is my lil sis , luckily shes not lost , grab her and run to The Gardens . Security block the door dont let us go in , hehe ~ I got my way , go in by another door larr. Waited at the Garden's Hotel and here we saw the boys car . Once Chun open the door he straight say Hello to that Fat Pooh in a very cute way . Jealous ~!!! But still waiting for Aaron , heheheehehe =) Get to tell him something =P .

End of the day , rush up to Genting =) . Reached , bathed , went down and queue .. One word to describe .. COlD ~!!!!! Went back up to hotel at 6 as Umbrella and Another Jie Jie help to queue.

26.03.2011

Woke up at 9 , seriously too tired , cnt get to wake up . 23 missed call ~!! Reached Genting Theme Park , something really spoil my mood. Feel Like giving up everything . Genting's crews have bad attitude . very bad ~!!!! They dont respect the guest at all ~! Hmmph ~

After all ~ Dont wanna blog bout it , well just skip to the night part .

After all the effort of queueing and all we get a very nice place. !st row , can get to see them so clearly , was so suprise when we reached there . Wait and wait and wait as that time is only 6.30pm . The whole night , my sight is only Aaron Tj and Hao Ren . Talked to Aaron with lips talking as TJ and Hao Ren too. Ohh , btw I get to shake Lee Hom's hand . Too lucky I guess ? hahahaha =) Having wonderful night with him , wih all the heart heart thingy and lips talking =) .

Went to the celebration thingy , waited for them . Fahrenheit was the first one who reached there and went back to hotel 1st. So sad =( And after all I gave up everything and back to hotel . Pack my stuff wrote my letter and ZZZ .

I have to leave genting early in the morning and rush to airport to send him off =) .

27.03.2011

Woke up at 5am , get ready and leave Genting at 5.45am . Rush all the way to airport ~ Thanks dad and my sis who willing to wake up and teman me for my man =) . Reach there and waited for him . He seems not feeling well that morning , everyone follow right beside him quietly , Malaysia's fans always the best =) . Sucessfully pass all the letters to him and get his last 2 bye bye before he went in . Yea , was only me and my sis tht time , others dint know the way . Happy =) And thanks to one random Uncle for telling him, we both are waving at him up there =) .

After he left was still 7 something , find a place to have a seat as my sis wanna write her letter for her Dong Dong . After that had our breakfast and MCD and wait wait wait . Wait till 12 something meet Zaffie , and keep on waiting . About 1 something the others boys also sucessfully check in there things and get ready to fly back to TaiPei.

And I guess this is the end . ~ This post is more of Fahrenheit . Before this I was confuse which to follow that night , I followed my heart as I cant get to see the boys that often . I miss the boys so much , especially him =(

Memories in my heart =) .

There are some pics to share below . More on Facebook . Check it out =)

Back.

2011-03-29T04:36:00.000-07:00

Am back to blogging . =)

Stay tunes for the next post .=D

Lovieee

2011-01-01T15:35:00.000-08:00

今天心情也和昨天超好的说，就想上来分享分享啦＝）。

昨天，2011 年的第一天，却是多么美好的一天也许这也是好的开始吧＝）。

我和我妹都超早期的说，因为我约了我的宝贝一起去逛街，真真到达金河的时间大概是11点吧。因为我对金河真的很不熟，所以坚就带了我们去吃马桶餐，其实也不错吃啦。哈哈＝）吃完了就去找坚的妈妈然后我们就在那里逛呀逛直到1点多吧。

1点多了，因为妹妹的朋友肚子不大舒服，我们就在舞台前等待时间过呐。嘻嘻 ^^ 这都是因为东于哲躲猫猫的宣传活动是在3点，心里也有点莫名的紧张啦。哈哈

等呀等，主持人来了，也就是Jym 啦，那时其实也过了3点耶。＝X 直到大概3.30pm 吧，活动才算真真的开始，真的有紧张手也开始流汗，说真的我自己也不懂紧张什么。哈哈～ Jym 就和粉丝们玩起躲猫猫的游戏然后他就会发海报，可是我没什么理会耶～＝）依然在等待我想见的他们～游戏玩完啦，小东和阿哲也是时间出场啦。。。真的好帅哦～阿哲这次又瘦了，让人看了有点心疼的感觉可是依然还是很帅啦而小东依然可爱还变壮了耶，看来他很勤劳的去健身吧。嘻嘻

他们变唱变发海报，说真的那时我以为没机会会拿到了，就在这时小东手上剩两张海报，他就看丫看，他终于发现我们这边了，他是看着我把海报抛过来的，没接到反而弄到坚的大姐的头，当然超不好意识的可是也和他说了对不起啦＝）。坚的妈妈也帮我收着我的海报啦～过后，他们竟然准备了糖果给粉丝，可惜这场我拿不到耶。。哎哟哟^^

一切都过了，就到开始签ep啦，现场真的超挤的，有点辛苦，因为你挤我，我挤你那样的》《。依然用耐心慢慢的等待。。哈哈哈～上到去首先是看到阿哲，我和妹妹说好他和阿哲说我就和小东。我唯有和阿哲说加油啦，他也说了谢谢还给了个阳光笑容。。。到小东啦。。他在签时我叫了他，他看到我他笑了，很可爱。我就问他：‘小东，你记得我吗’。他来了一句记得啊，他又再问昨天是谁买的［因为我刚好遇到他们彩排所以就去买了水给他们喝，小东拿到了就喝了起来，哈哈］我就说我呀，他大概是说谢谢之类的我没什么听到就嗯了一声然后就拜拜啦～就等到活动结束就在后台等，等到他们出来了就要赶去Selayang Mall 因为下场在那里。

跟了坚的车去那里，就和坚去吃了sushi king 作为我们的晚餐啦。吃完后坚去找Auntie 拿车钥匙，因为我们的灯牌还在车上。就这样来回跑了几次也帮我们消磨时间，因为我真的不熟那里的一切吧。。过后依然在舞台前等待～转眼间又来到了8点啦，这两场的主持人都是jym，也一样玩起了小游戏～不久后他们出来了，又看到了他们。。。他们唱躲猫猫咯。。我没想到这场也有派糖果哦。。前那场阿哲在我这边，而这场是小东，兴奋－ing。。他从下楼梯都感觉一直在看着我耶，不是自恋我自己看到的。。他派了给个小男孩，就走了过来，看了我妹一眼过后看着我就把糖果给了我，可是最后我妹有拿到啦～也许是因为我妹顾着和阿哲说话他竟然忘了小东耶，你看他多么的厉害～哈哈哈。。上台啦，这是小东先，我把我们买的famous amos cookie 交给了他，他拿着得样子真的很可爱，我也忘了他说什么了，可是真的很可爱尤其是那句谢谢＝）。。就到了阿哲，这次是他写我的名，写完了后他尽然拿了我的电话收起来说：‘这是我的’然后看看a boon姐姐在看看我，我就笑，他就说没有啦，开玩笑就把手机给回了我。。哈哈～握了手就下去了～～还是有点不够耶，又跑去买多一次ep 咯，又上台～～这次小东真的真的很可爱。。他签完了看到我。。他就ehh..我就hii。。他又一直在笑然后hii，然后我就笑他一直看着我笑，我就说拜拜啦，他也笑著说拜拜。。好可爱的笑。。哈哈～阿哲没说什么我也没说什么，可是知道他认得出来啦～嘻嘻。。

依然等到结束过后才走。。跟着他们上去咯。。我就在录影，又拍到薯条先生，他就说不要录了，他也会害羞～哈哈哈，原来啊～小东又看过来对我笑。。。就跟到他们上车。。也看着他们离开～小东还转过来说拜拜阿哲也有耶～就到这里了吧

就这样我的任务圆满地完成来～好开心呀～～ ^^..也谢谢坚一天地陪伴。。。这就是我在今年的第一天的美好回忆＝））

坚和我［在车上］

阳光的笑容

我很喜欢这～

我的ep和糖糖

2010-12-20T07:01:00.000-08:00

是或非，对不起，我真的不晓得该如何去分辨~
人生有多少次的机会，多少次的错过 ? 我也不晓得,可是我却分分秒秒都在尝试珍惜一切一切~
也许是我自己用错了方式去保护自己，保护别人，导致全部的过错~
而我也变成了别人心中的背叛者。。这我也都无话可说了。。
无论我说什么都好，之间都少了信任，就算说了也于事无补，大家的心中都有了个伤口。。
这我都不会怪别人，唯有怪自己。。~
可是我不承认我是那种有新朋友会忘掉就朋友的人~ 如果你真的是我口中的好朋友，那你就是了~ 就算我没从口中说出来，我很关心你很在乎你，可是我的心得的却却有这样的想~
我只能说一句，彼此还没有真真地了解~
问问你自己，你了解我吗？~
我可以很诚实的和你说，我不了解你。。可是我信任你~
现在，我不想多说了。。一切一切都过了，你们讨厌我，恨我，我也没关系~ 我没有哪个资格去管了。。这社会有言论的自由，唯有微笑的带过~~

原来现在的我，还是如小孩般 ~ 妈咪的话，原来都是真地为我好。。

以后，不再像以前玩部落格了，会少上来，对不起,bloggie..因为这里真的不是个安全的地方把心事po 在这里~~

I'm Back

2010-12-08T09:36:00.000-08:00

Hello earthlings =) . Tadaaa ~ I'm back to my blogging life. Felt sorry to my little beloved bloggie that I abandoned it for quite a long time . = ( I'm sorry , would you please forgive me little bloggie. TEEHEE =D

Okay , stop all the nonsense and back to my story . SPM had been here for weeks and tomorrow or maybe later I'm going to sit for my very last subject/paper in my high school life. The feeling which I'm having now is not really that hyper or super duper happy compare to those time I finished my PMR. Hmm ~~

There are actually peoples and things around me that I really cant forget in my high school life. It might be something really hurts or happy , but things had pass just let it be one part of memories in our life as we still have to go on our life journey.But seriously,I might miss some of my friends and teachers which did really guided me a lot in my life journey . I will definitely miss my High School Life. Miss playing round with friends , gossip with the girl friends and so on .

Time flies . Do appreciate peoples and things around you . They might just leave one day without a single word . C=

Flashing back my mind . I could still remember the first day I stepped into SMK Seri Saujana without knowing anyone but only few of them. Getting to know new friends and starting all kinds of 'games' everyday . Hmm ~ I'm actually missing those days compare to where am I exactly right now . =( Form 5 life sucks much bout though I actually love it too . =) But yet, it's the time to say goodbye and good luck to everyone .

Yeah ~ I'm finally 17 right now . But yet I still haven really decided what course I should be taking . = X Once choose there will be no regrets . =X Sigh ~~ As my life moving on I find things getting complicated . I finally understand that every time when mummy is nagging me bout life is all truth. She did pass through all this and trying to let me know how outside world is but I always ignore whatever she said last time. =( . Am trying to tell the younger ones but still they ignore me. Funny though ~~

Lalalala , It's time to stop as I goinna continue my revision. Will be back so soon with all my left out post.

Tomorrow is the last paper for my high school life. Will be doing it with all my efforts and trying my very best . Good Lucky to myself and my beloved friends.
-Hao Ren's Birthday
-In Love With
-Malaysia PWH awards
-My 17 Birthday celebration

2010-11-09T09:31:00.000-08:00

10 more days to Aaron Yan Birthday . Aww
13 more days to SPM .
15 more days to her 7teen birthday.
30 more days to my freedom day.

2010 gonna end really soon and here it comes 2011 .
People started to plan their 18 years old life but mine just 17 . Too bad I'm a November baby = ) , it might be a good thing and might be something bad too.
Still headache bout my future . Should I go on with what I like and will I get a good future ?~ Or go on with something which I dont likey at all but gain a great future .
What should I do later on ? But most of all what I want now is to drive . Getting my own license and my own car . Then I can fly anywhere which I wish ~ =)

Leong Mae-Li stop thinking rubbish and either you go to bed or stick your butt on the chair and continue your studies. SPM is not over yet and it isnt here yet .

2010-10-26T10:41:00.000-07:00

全体

我就是喜欢认真的他。

Pressies

Love

Jiuan,Ren,Mae-Li

Next post bout 22.10.2010~

2010-10-05T04:37:00.000-07:00

This is the post for 02.10.2010 .

Okay, that day I purposely wake up early and went for my tuition and rushed back just for this event. =D

While I was preparing I receive a call from Eileen and asking me where am I ? I was totally in a blur case and I asked back her did you called the wrong person. LOL Mana tau she was with Suet Li <3 . Okay,Everything was in rush and yesh I forgotten to bring my phone.I feel so shit ~! I need my phone so urgently.As I reach Sungei Wang I cant get to contact everyone so I used my sis phone to Fb hope that someone may reply me with my sis num. And of cause in luck I meet Wan Xin's friend,Esther .Thanks god ~ Contacted Wan Xin and now had to think for the way to contact Eileen.I knew they will screw me and in the end they did by bully. =X Okie, Chien Ming was here too ~ Waited for the dumb dumb dee dumb to appear lar. She damn freaking slow ~ Slow poke Imma talking bout you and I know you seriously gonna read this ~! =P Okie while waiting camwhore with mua instant cam . I brought some colouring pens for some drawing. Much Loves <3 [My pens].

I'm gonna skip the irritating parts and people. Seriously you guys are lifeless.

And soon the boys are here,here,here~! Screaming and shouting. And the 50 peeps wh got the poster can queue for signature.As I went up, Mr Jack show me his smile again , a big wide 1 . I can confirm that he recognize me . I think he said Thank you and 謝謝, argh sorry ~ My mind was just wanted to talk to Mas more. Cause he seem really not well~ As I goes to Mas 1st word from me to him was 'Mas, your throat not feeling well?' ,he look at me with a suprise face and answer ' you can listen it out' and i replied yes lar~ And I said to him take care. I can see the smile on his face, his smile seriously warm my heart. This prove how much I love him . Mr Thomas I bet you know from that second onwards. <3 Then went to back stage settle down the poster.As the signing session still on I went to aside to have a look. Okay, so lucky that I bump into Emilie =) , she told me she was finding me too cause she saw my board. And even last week she was there too ,hahaha . Then after all wait at backstage cause I have to pass him the letters.My sis will be passing to Jack and me will be passing to Mas. As I hold too much stuff , I just get to ask Jack whether he recognize me. I heard a yes from him.[Jumping]While Mas was coming to me , I straight way show him the letter and cause of one of my hand was with the cam another was with the led board.I hold the Led and the letters together so he take it from my hand.<3<3<3 . Send them off and Sayonara =(.

After all this We walked to Fahrenheit 88 to look at those stuff. Okie , It's really amazing and the price are more amazing.So forget bout it ~ So went to Pavillion to hunt for Shimino . Shimino is from Harajuku , Japan ,its bring us the best crepes ever . Love love love. <3 href="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_WzrOFaXlu00/TKsQ2qTFhnI/AAAAAAAABWI/TZIwPO6MxLU/s1600/IMG_35171.jpg">

Mas Mas

This is Mr Jack.

That Dumb Dumb dee Dumb ~!!!

26.09.2010

2010-10-03T23:30:00.000-07:00

The three Idiots =D

Aww~ He is just so cute . =)

Okay, I'm going to post this in English as Zaffie keep ask me to blog bout TJ's event. Will start from 26.09.2010 and end with 02.10.2010 events.This is gonna be effin long so get ready your pop corns and drinks for this long story. =)

26.09.2010 [Sunday]
This was a very special and meaningful event for TJ and of cause everyone of us who really love them. It's their 1 year anniversary ~ =) Me and my sis reach about 10 something ,we though we was early but there were already peeps queueing for the new Fans club tee.So we drop by MCD waited for that stupid Wan Xin to turn up herself,we must finish our book 1st before we go queue up for the tee. Done everything and we went to the center stage and put our stuff 1 side. Seriously,I think we kinda brought too much of stuff,was kinda suffering . As in bags , boards and stools,it's seriously heavy~! =X Okay after that , we started to queue.FYI, I'm old member so I don't have to queue =P , so that 3 have to queue lar [ Melody,Wan Xin and Jasmine].Got my tee and went to collect the suprise gift. The suprise was really kinda ' Suprise ' , I expected more but end up ... but still is better than those who cnt get it . Okay,kinda self comforting so ignore me.

Wait wait wait , I'm seriously impatient and tired, but still I have to . Not to forget I'm still having my Trials and prepare their pressie and letter . =( So bout 12 + I saw them . OMG ~! Crowds are screaming screaming screaming . I dint really shout as Thomas's family was sitting right infront of me . Okay , They saw the board . Oh yeah ~! That the main purpose. Jack keep on looking at us and make us blush , =P . Then start with Q and A then sing sing sing and autograph session started. I pass Thomas the bag he was like 0.0 and keep peeping what inside . Owh ~ How cute is him =D . Then Jack turn, I can see the familiar smile from him and his smile makes me feel he do remember who am i . =D Guess what we can even take pic with them, so I pass Thomas mine and Jack...hahahah he straight away just take from my sis . And that dumb dumb Wan Xin board block mine. But it's okay cause MAS touched my board. Dont be envy okay ? U guys better try to get your own chances but not blaming on others when you guys cnt get anything =) .

After this there was another event for the PWH 1 . So we went KFC to rearrange all our stuff cause all had been in a mess. Okay this time we get a better place , just right infront of it but is kinda a side . But still better than standing behind. So we sit down and wait wait wait and camwhore sikit lar..=P Event started.Most of the crowd were all TJ TJ TJ and of cause include us. =D Jack keep smile to us and Thomas too . Argh , we 3 seriously wanna faint already it wasn't only awhile was keep and keep and keep on . We 3 seriously blush and keep on laughing non stop. While they were singing Jack came and shake hand with us and after Thomas did the same thing too and there goes Jack again . Scream scream scream. Then there was a game session, so we was the 1st in their sight so we push Wan Xin up. HAHAHAHA. Then after that we went to back stage , owh doesn't knew that there is chance to take photo again .=D At first the manager remember us she said we took already but second time I showed her my Instant Cam and yes she agree. TQ Mr french fries for helping us with my Instant Cam. He was trying to pull the film and yet Jack suddenly shout out 'ehh~! Dont pull can spoil 1~!' Aww~ So cute ~!!!Then I asked Mas whether did he still remembered me , and yes he do but he always forget my name. But it's okay lar , is better than nothing. Then I went to ask Jack ... his answer seriously make me jumping~ He knew my name ..OMGOSH~!!! Then send them to the car park . End of our day =D
Breaking the post into 2 post . =D
Stay tune

2010-09-19T23:01:00.000-07:00

時間是否能夠倒流呢？
如果能我只要求3個願望
-我一定不會認識你
-秘密
-秘密

你知道我很累嗎？
你知道我很煩嗎？
你知道你是我的絆腳石嗎？
你知道我有多麽的不喜歡你嗎？

拜托~~離開離開離開~！！

2010-09-14T06:28:00.000-07:00

ISH ~ !!

2010-08-31T22:32:00.000-07:00

Okay,today's topic is about peoples attitude and personality.

Everyone has their very own attitude as I have mine too.But sometimes some people attitude is just so wrong that totally piss u off .

Yeap~Someone piss me off seriously . The someone is a her . Let's name her SP . Wanna know what does SP stand for , send me a private message at fb or let's just chat at msn . =)

Okay,about her . I get to know her last year ~. At first she was okay for me . But ... after I really get to know her , there only 1 sentences in my mind. 'OMG ' OMG ?? Ya , Oh my god. A 16 years old girl which dont even know proper manners. Like taking something without asking or when you are trying to look at some stuff ,she might just come over and snatch it away.WHAT ON EARTH IS THIS ?? This prove she has no manners.

Fine,ignore it. Another 1 which is she damn geh poh. Geh poh apa apa je . None of her buiness also wanna care and ask so many feaking stuff.Oh please lar ~!

Fine also ~! One more , she love to comment alot . I mean alot ~! I just hate it when you did something out , and you put so much hope and patient on it. And suddenly some fking bitch just pop out and tell you all kind of 'comments'.Sorry lar , I wont even wanna bother bout your so called comments .

Okay,fine with all this . And now , she think she is just so pretty starting to flirt with boys. Eww~Dont you know is disgusting ? Acting like a princess,talk so soft . EWWWWW~!

Anyway , this is just a post which letting me express my feelings toward her . Haha =D . Toodles.

2010-08-21T06:47:00.000-07:00

2010-08-03T09:01:00.000-07:00

东和哲

合照~ =D

仁~ <3

叮当

rocker ~鬼

很快的。。全部的活动就这样挂上完美的句号了。。
我开始想念补完习就立刻冲去活动现场的哪一种感觉。就好像你在和时间在赛跑，希望能达到自己的希望~=）
我期待已久的台庆就这样过了。虽然在过程当中很high，很兴奋，可是到后来却剩下就是满满的怀念和记忆。
我终于都看见我想念已久的东与哲，盼到他们回来了。可是也很快的，他们有去了台湾了呢~ 在那短短的几天，虽然只有那3场活动，可是对我来说已足够了。能亲眼看见他们，就算是一眼都很好了~我真的很想念他们。离开的那一天，心里痛得我无法形容，眼泪也慢慢的流下~=（
虽然，小东忘了我的名，可是当我拿起牌子时，他的回忆回来了。他记得我送他的卡通，他记得我写给他的信。本来是有点小失望，可是后来想了想，至少我还在他记忆里。只是看到愿不愿意把它想起。小东，谢谢~
阿哲，虽然我和你没什么讲话。可是你让我感觉到你有在注意的哦。我不是自恋哦，我是真的感觉到~嘻嘻~谢谢你，阿哲。。其实你也蛮可爱的，跟你的恶魔小弟一样~
浩仁，你懂吗？我最近超迷你的~有时会在班上傻笑，当我想起与你的互动。朋友都会笑我傻傻的，可是我心里甜甜的滋味，他们是不会体验到的。嘻嘻~谢谢你，记得我~看见我时，都会叫得出我的名，对我也很好~谢谢~~你要好好照顾自己哦，摆脱不要生病了。=D
今天就写到这。。该天才continue..
还有~我很想念宝贝纶~

我爱我的宝贝们：纶，东，仁

一切都是美好的回忆~